Message posted by DemonSkinned on 19 April 2010 at 2:25pm - IP Logged
DemonSkinned
Gold Member
United States
17 January 2008
94 Posts
Rick- I don't have your # anymore for some reason in my phone...I got a new one tho..# 720 298 3651
(prank calls are welcomed but, please, make it good.)
I've been in a bad way lately and well, what else is new? I have really isolated myself the past couple months and tbh, I've given up on quite a bit. When it gets like it has been lately, there is not a lot I feel I can do, and honestly, I DON'T WANT TO DO ANYTHING.
I am going to write a post that will explain my position more because I need to vent and some rhymes just ain't gonna cut it today.
simone- wow. I know you meant well, but, seriously?
Out of all of that which you read, that was the one that got to you?
----------------- Seek Shelter?It's hopeless,They will just come again.I've decided 2join them,F@#k It,Where to begin?~DemonSkin
Message posted by simone on 20 April 2010 at 4:29am - IP Logged
simone
Standard Member
United Kingdom
19 February 2010
40 Posts
yep, that's the one that got to me. maybe because my husband has turned his back on our girls. they hurt so much. a daddy should never abandon his daughters (not saying you have, saying my ex has and we live with the pain of that) dont know your situation so if i over stepped the mark sorry. but that one really has got to me. little girls will always need their daddy.
Message posted by DemonSkinned on 20 April 2010 at 12:46pm - IP Logged
DemonSkinned
Gold Member
United States
17 January 2008
94 Posts
I'm sorry that your situation is like that for you & your daughters.
My relationship with my X is horrible and she has always used them against me since we divorced in '95.
They are now 20 & 15 and my mom keeps telling me: "They will be grown up longer than they are kids. They'll come around."
Well, I'm still waiting.
I have missed a lot, and don't get me wrong, most of it is my fault for being immature and not dealing with my girls mother like an adult.
I wish I could go back and change some of the things that were said and done by both of us...
unfortunately, we both know that's not the case.
So then, I'll just keep looking at our stars (more specifically, the constellation Orion) and hope they are looking at it when I am.
....and I can't wait to see them again.
----------------- Seek Shelter?It's hopeless,They will just come again.I've decided 2join them,F@#k It,Where to begin?~DemonSkin
Message posted by DemonSkinned on 27 April 2010 at 1:34pm - IP Logged
DemonSkinned
Gold Member
United States
17 January 2008
94 Posts
I'm trying to fight again,
There's something still there.
After losing it all,
The pain and despair.
I guess that's what it took,
to be wishing for death.
From gasping for air,
to seeking new breath.
The scars are so many,
the wounds are still deep.
This new found ambition,
PLEASE let me keep.
----------------- Seek Shelter?It's hopeless,They will just come again.I've decided 2join them,F@#k It,Where to begin?~DemonSkin
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